My journey as a Christian began at a very young age
though it wasn’t until I was involved with leading a bible study group that I
became aware of my passion to bring Jesus to those who do not know him. At the
same time I realised I wanted to encourage and nurture those who had come to
faith. With a job in banking it felt natural to be called to the role of Treasurer.
St Peter’s Maidenhead my home church for 16 years was where alongside helping
to lead a bible study group I managed the church finances for a period of six
years. Then God gave me a nudge to explore a period of study that for me would
provide the knowledge I needed to confidently lead small groups.
A conversation with the Vicar led me to a period of
exploration and discernment. I knew I was being called to something else, what
that was I did not know. Looking after my family and my career in banking was
uppermost in my mind and I had no reason to believe I was being called to
anything other than a part time voluntary role in the church. That was to change
after my first meeting with the Diocesan Director of Ordinand as it was then I
felt God dropping heavy hints pointing towards the role I was being called to
do. It wasn’t without fear and trepidation that I went forward for selection to
the ordained ministry being completely open to the guidance of the Holy Spirit knowing
this was a personal challenge but one I needed to leave in God’s hands. The
outcome after three years of studying on the Oxford Ministry Course was my
resignation from my job in banking, to the surprise of my line manager, to take
up a full time title post as Assistant Curate at St Paul’s Slough.
With the coming to the 2012 Games and the end of my
Curacy in sight, I was appointed to the role of Olympic and Paralympic Chaplain
for the Diocese of Oxford helping the churches engagement with the Games. A
very exciting and fulfilling role enabling the development of community
projects integrating faith and spiritually with the world of sports. As an
athlete I had completed three marathons during the past three years raising funds
for various charities. I also find running a good way to de-cluster the mind
whilst spending time with God in a way that is natural for me.
Looking back there is a sense of God wanting us to
push the boat out in terms of the way we live and model the Christian life.
Communicating the gospel is not easy but one of the first things that Jesus says to the apostles is ‘don’t be afraid.’The
journey from banking to the priesthood is a pretty daunting prospect but if the
local church is to be the hope of the world, it is only by stepping out in our
own lives that we enable others to meet with and experience the promises and faithfulness of God. So today as I am Installed Rector of the Parishes of Hedsor and Bourne End I am very conscious that myself and family are entering another exciting phase of that journey. It's really about being ready to be surprised by God.
Revd Janet Binns
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